This is gonna take time

Yes, to change gender takes time.

Years...

And I'm still not 100% certain whether I'm too old or not.

I'm guessing that I'm not.

Its not to late to change gender at an age around 40 is it?

I haven't heard of any age limit yet.

One thing that could be helpful would be to find a friend or friends that are in the same situation.

Yeah...I kind of miss that.

Talking to my self.

Talking to my self.

Tal...etc.